I hope I feel better telling people this. So i started doing hookup after a friend introduced me to it back when I was in school. I did alot of unspeakable things..
Things were really tough back then actually. I needed a source of income badly and I didn’t even know when I started sleeping around for money.
You can say I did everything haokup girls do. I had regular clients for different days.
Sometimes I slept with like.. 4 people per day. I’ve even slept with 2 people at once before, one was hitting an@l while the other was hitting the vg, but thats another story. I got exposed to diseases and infections… not all men uses condom, some will claim they are clean… some would say they don’t like CD.
I’m just a 26 years old but l’ve treated countless infections and did multiple abartions. There are actually alot of girls out there going through almost thesame I went through and some are going through worst. Aside that, I’m also battling smoking & drug addiction.
It all started when I was in school. I wasn’t satisfied with the monthly allowance I get from my parents. It wasn’t enough to cover the flashy extra stuff I needed to display myself so I met one of my friends living a cool lifestyle and was like.. how can I earn some money and be like her.
She will just laugh and try to divert the question. But I was persistent.. I kept on disturbing her about it for about a week.. she saw how serious I was..
So one day, a she added me to a group on whatsApp. her name is favour. She said I can to join her squad so that we can be running things together. Then she added me to a sugar daddy group.. she even added me to a lesbian/gay group. Hmm.. come and see grown men looking for men to kn@ck. It was Very serious then oh.. even now I’m sure its still going on.
some days after she added me to the groups she chatted me up and was like “we’re going to a party tomorrow night, we will just go and dance and rich people will spray us money”… was like wow :Like a striper?” she said no na.. we’re not dancing on stage. Just normal dance in a party, “i said ok” I’m in.
In my mind I was like “if anyone tries to touch me, I might tear them slap oh.” She came to my place the next evening and we took bike to the party. It was just 3 of us that night, me, favour and one other girl. I had no idea what was truly happening. The party was held in a club.
That was the first time I spent a night in a club. We first sat somewhere enjoying the music then favour took us to another table.. 3 older men were sitted on that table. The men were actually very nice at first. There was chicken and all sort of drinks on the table. So, favour pushed me on the back and was like “Sit down and enjoy naa.” .. omo..then she sat close to one older man on the table and they were just flirting and laughing.
all three men are old enough to be my dad’s.
But anyway, I sat down close to one. He was big.. even tho he wore a caftan, i could still see his pot belly. “What would you like to drink?” He asked.. then called waiters to bring more chicken. “You’re a very beautiful young lady” he said as he tries to engage in a conversation with me. I was obviously not interested.. but, I was interested in the chicken.
Anyway, long story short.. the chicken arrived so we started eating and drinking.
Favour was also flirting and laughing with the man beside her and so was the other girl. The men will throw jokes at themselves and laughed.. I wasn’t really feeling it.. but after a while.. I started laughing at thier jokes too.. I must have had too much of lagend.
I was a little high but I can tell it was time to go home. Favour and the other girls doesn’t seem like they were ready to live.
Few minutes later, favour and the man she was flirting with stood up.. this was around
1:AM in the midnight already. “Do you have a place to stay” the man beside me asked.
I said no.
Then the man said; “The club actually has a mini hotel inside… lets go see if we can book you a room”.. then he made a funny gesture.. I just smiled. I was high so l wasn’t really thinking that much. Although I thought he wanted to book a room just for me to sleep. I wasn’t even paying attention when he paid for it.
We walked in together then he laid down on the bed. Ah.. I was confused so I asked; are you sleeping here too”.
“.. he said yes!..
ah two of us cannot sleep on the bed now I said while walking towards the door. “He said relax.. how much”?.. How much for what? I asked.. he said 50k.. “call me your account number let me send you 50k”
50k? That’s more than what my parents give me monthly. I know I shouldn’t be compering them… I was young and st.upid. I called the acc number and he sent it.. “oya come to the bed now” he said.. pointing his fingers to his phone,
“I’ve sent the money!, come to bed.” few minutes later I got a 50k credit.
Wow, I was feeling rich. Have you see the credit he asked.. I said yes, so he removed his native top then ask me to come to him on the bed. Hm.. I quickly dailed favours number but she wasn’t picking up. The whole time I was a little high and didn’t fully know what I was doing.
I walked towards him, when I was about to climb the bed, favour called. So I went to the bathroom to pick up..i told her the man sent me money and everything.. then she was like, do whatever he asked, he can give me more money.. that’s how you make money.. shey you said you i should show you.. blah blah blah.. she went on and on.
Hm. I truly needed this money. But i definitely wasn’t ready for s*x with someone as old as that. He got impatient and came to meet me in the bathroom. He was very drunk and his pnis was already standing.
He started touching me in the bathroom, I wasn’t comfortable with it so I tried to push him away and just run off.. then I thought, if I run.. I won’t be able to get more money from him… how bad can it be? Its not as if I’m a virgin or anything.. I had like 3 BFs bacm then.. & I go to anyone I like for s*x when I’m horny.
So i try to motivate myself. “What’s the big deal? Their favour are doing it and they are fine.. i thought about it and just decided to do it.. how bad can it be?
“I told him to untie his trousers.. I turned towards the wall and raise my gown up. He dragged my pants down then inserted his tiny p.nis.
His penis was actually small but I could still feel it a little. I had to bend a little because is stomach was just pushing me to the wall. He came fast and in think some of it was inside me, I quickly call favour and told her she told me to meet her outside so she can give me the pill.
I went out to get the pill from her.. before I came back. The man was already asleep. I laid on the bed thinking about everything that had happened.. “I hope I havnt made a mistake” anyway, i have 50k in my acc. I was a little happy. The next morning, the man left without saying much.. he was actually in a hurry. But after then.. we still met several times. He was a good paying client.
So That was how it started. I’ve s.lept with alot of men after that and it’s been a horrible journey so far, I realised i made a big mistake.. i treat one infection ir the other all the time. My body system isn’t even fighting it anymore. Any small thing.
Infection!.
I’ve promised myself to even stop all these haokup stuff, l’ve left all the groups and deleted and blocked some numbers. Ny other colleagues have called to ask why I left the group, I said I’m not doing again.
The abartions and infection is too much.
This last infection I had, was the worst. I have wounds and bruises in my v*gina, its itches so badly and there’s this white thick smelling liquid that’s coming out. I’ve been trying to treat it for like 5 months now and I’m not getting anywhere. Its more like a disease. And there’s even more.!
Please, I would appreciate if someone can just advice me on what to do. Please, keep me anonymous. I will be in the comments.
This is of my hookup lady confession please comment nicely