I have tears in my ears writing this. Good morning. this is about how my BF ruined my life.
I met him at a provision store the day I went to get something for my mom. He was so cute, he must have saw me stairing at him.. so when I was leaving the store, he came to me and said he’ll like to walk me home.
I didn’t let him because if my mom sees me with a guy, I’m finished. Although we talked a little and we got along very nicely.. we even exchanged numbers that same day.
My mom is very strict and Authoritative, I know how many times l’ve been yelled at for bringing a guy into the house or letting them visit me. She said she wants all her children to remain a virgin untill they get married. Back then, I can only imagine what she would do if she finds out I wasn’t a virgin or if i mistakenly got pregnant.
Anyway, after like 2 days of chatting with him, he insisting that he wants to see me. He understood my situation at home but he still begged me to just give him a chance that he needs to see me. You know men won’t stop untill they get what they want.
He was really sweet and good with words… I fell for all his tricks.
I discribed my house for him
After several meet-ups, i got attracted to him and we started a relationship. So mostly, every night, we will meet up at that uncompleted building to talk about stuff and just catch up on each other life.
But few days later, things got serious between us.
At first, it was just basically kissing and romancing, it was all fun and laughs then one day, We met in the building as usual, and after our little conversation, we started kissing.
Usually, if he attempts to touch any other part of my body, i will stop him, but that day, i felt like I’ve known him enough so l let him touch me.. so, he put his hand inside my shirt and gently squeezze my bobs and started playing with my nipps.
The way he was squeezing my nipples was totally getting to me, but i was just kissing him passionately while my pussy drip wet. As if that wasn’t enough, he shifted his hands down into my skirt and began to rub the top of my clitoris with his mialdle finger.
All my body system shut down and I became horny and wished
he had a room that we can go to. He lives with his parents, just like me.. the only difference is that; He is a student in the university while I am still seeking for admission.
We couldn’t go to his house because of his parents but since it’s just two of us here in the uncompleted building, i was already having a thought of doing it.. just when things started to get interesting, i saw a flash light moving around the building so l quickly moved away from him.
I think that was a sign, i
should’ve left him that day and never go to buildings with him again but i was too blinded to listen.
Anyway, the person kept shining his torch into the building so we had to stop, whoever it was left few minutes later and.. We both ran out of the building. Last thing I want is someone to see me with a guy in an uncompleted building and
tell my mom because she is very popular in our area.
We laughed about it as we stood outside the building, then he said i should come closer for a good bye kiss.. i went to him and ileaned for a kiss.
Unfortunately, One thing led to another and he dragged me back into the building. I was still herny from the last romance we had so it was just straight to the point from there.
I let him sacked my beob a little, but it was getting too late already so I pushed him to the wall and pull his trousers down.
Looking back at the situation now i think i caused all these problems for myself, honestly.
*I pushed him to the wall and began to sucked his dick. Even though my mom thinks I’m her little virgin girl, I was already lost to the world. I sexsed him untill l was tired, then I stood up, turned around and insert his cock inside me.
He fcked me so hard and my legs were shaking. Standing doggy is way more intense than the normal ones.
After we rounded up, It was like, my life was good and I thought, i have no problems. We had sex to our satisfaction that night.
When I got home, it was already very late. My mom slapped me before she let me in. My sister’s that usually cover up for me were already asleep. That was the first and the last day we had sex in an uncompleted building.
For like two months, our relationship grows bigger and stronger. He left for school and we talked and chat on the phone.
It was nice at the beginning, but in the end, I got pregnant and my mom found out. she beats me and sent me away. Now live with my uncle. My mom even cried, she said she did her best to raise her kids and wanted to use me as an example for my younger ones. I never knew my
dad, I was raised by my mom alone.
When I moved to my uncle place, The guy will come to visit me and start saying those nice nice words to me. he even assured me that he would take full responsibility and try to provide for me. He said we will move in together, start a family and all sort of things. I was even happy that I still have him by my side at least.
But recently, I’ve not seen or heard anything from him. I’m scared that he might have abandoned me.
He stopped coming to see me and he stopped calling. If i call him, he wont pick up. Although he called me one time and said he has been looking for a part time job so that he can take care of me while in the university. But that was about a month and half ago.
Its been like a month or so since
I last talked to him. And my baby bump is already showing, i feel useless, depressed and scared.. I don’t know what to do.
Please, help. My family do not accept abartion. And I have no where to run to.